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Cynically Beautiful

Writing is HARD

Sometimes I wonder if I am on the right path in my life. Esspecailly when it comes to this writing thing. I mean I get told I am good, but what if that isn't enough? I mean when I think back to when I started writing, I remember I only started doing it because my best friend was writing. She would make up all these stories and I wanted to do it too. At seven or so we co-author our first novel: 101 Geniua Pigs. I liked it, but not THAT much... I only did it with her because she wanted me to.

She used to be so much better than me... she would write all this really good stuff with metaphors and symbolism and all that shit while I wrote stupid spin offs of my favorite book or TV shows. Not even good ones mind you... it was bad.

One my style devloped a little I got better, I might even be better than her now, but that would be gloating wouldn't it? :) The problem is I still have trouble coming up with my own ideas... and dead lines KILL me the stress of having to have something written at a certain time is to much and just makes finding the idea harder!

Meh, If anyone has any ideas or insight let me know ok?











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