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Cynically Beautiful

A day thats weird

Oh my today has been a seriously weird day for both good and bad reasons! It's Saturday, which means I got to sleep in... YAY for actually getting to sleep... though it was hard to fall asleep. I had too much negetive stuff in my head and ended up giving myself a small panic attack... after that though, it was gravey and I was aleep until two in the afternoon...bliss.

Well I got up and went to lunch with Steph so I also got real food... I'm on a role I tell you. We got back and I did some laundry so that I could have something to wear next weekend... not that I think certain people *ahem* (Robby) would mind it if I showed up naked but... I'm just kidding.

The second thing is that I got a call from a kid I used to "date" in grade school called me today... haven't heard from this kid in ages and here he is back in my life without rhyme or reason... talking to him now... its insane and very surreal.. but cool since he used to be my best friend... man I love blasts from the past; they rock my socks!

Got to talk to Robby today (YAY YAY YAY ok you get the idea) he sent a really pic of himself to make me and stephy smile... isnt that cute? Sending out blackmail pics just to make us smile?? awww... me likes him. Plus, he sent me the worlds most sweetest e-card and I turned so read cuz stephy was here making a huge fuss about how cute it was!! It was cute though...HUGSX1000000 for you sweety! What sucks though is that his car just got totaled some twit ran into it while it was parked! Thankfully he is OK but it may thwart us a bit for next weekend... thats ok though, I'll talk to cathy... we will drive to his place if we have too... I get what I want dammit and I wanna meet and hang out with Rob NEXT WEEKEND!

I'm determined... as if that isn't obvious... I just Really like this one dammit... he seems so genuine and so determined... I really admire him and even if we don't hook up I will have him as a friend for always...HUGS sweety!!! See you soon!

Hugs for stephy too... it'll be ok lovey...

lets hope tommorrow's less random shall we??

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!









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