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Need to Go Home

My poor diary, how I have abandoned you! I'm so sorry. (hugs and kisses) to quote stephy, I have been treating my personal writing like the little red headed step child and favoring my short stories and essays for class...

I don't really know what to say, though I have plenty to say I can't seem to express it and that is what scares me most of all... when words fail me I have nothing to take all the crap I am feeling away, nothing to soothe the hurt, no way to tell everyone that I am going to be fine because I just don't know anymore if that is the truth.

I feel like such a baby. I am going home for easter this year and I could literally cry from relief. Despite the fact that I would be leaving for the year a mere four days after getting back from easter break I need them now. I just do. I need to be home and comfortable and sure of myself again, and I need this sense of being so very alone to go away, because it makes no logical sense... I need a hug again. Christ, I am so freaking needy lately...

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