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Cynically Beautiful

Boys, Apartments, and Fate and all its doomy goodness!

Today is good, despite the fact that Katie rescheduled on me again... if she ever gives me shit about canceling on her again, I'm kicking her ass. Seriously, I cancel and I am a bad friend she cancels and I am just supposed to be free until I can see her? Whatever, I'm sick of one-sided friendships... I have better people to spend my time with! *sighs* I'm being mean. She's sick, its not her fault. *kicks self* Blah.

Today was good though, I got a really nice email from Robby that made me all happy and smilie... that boy rocks let me tell you. I think we have finally figured this thing out. I shall know for sure next time we talk, because I just sent him an email back... w00t. I owe stephy big for introducing us... and Mike too. (don't go getting any ideas guys... hehe) I'm so Happy!

Other good news... my sister got the apartment she was looking at, which is a miracle considering her credit. She can move in today if her Chance and Stefl can get the money together before the office closes or whatever... So happy for them, she needed that. She is gonna Pop anyday and finally things are coming together. I knew it would. Still, I'm releaved I think Mom was about about to lose it when Chance was here so much. Plus in losing their house my parents had to take a step in the direction of forgiveness. I swear ever since Grandma died last summer I have seen more and more that good things can come from bad situations *cough* Robby *cough* Is this the end of my cynisism? Hell no, but now I'm more careful about what I am cynical about... some things do work out for the best, regardless of how bad they seem. Some things don't but more than not they do. Sometimes it is best to stop fighting and let fate take over... My hands are in the air, lets enjoy the ride!