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I feel like death

I don't think that I have ever felt so crappy, although I probably have and just blocked it out of memory. I am utterly exhausted but I can't sleep. I am starving but I can't eat. I had some tea today... that was nice while it lasted which wasn't very long. I managed to get some tortia chips down while I was talking to Robby last night but thats been it since midnight wednesday... I think I have lost 5 pounds... moving is hard. This needs to be over with a quickness. I did nothing today but take meds sleep, watch tv and talk to my Dad and Robby on the phone. Everyone else I hung up on and will call when I am feeling better. I guess Iris was playing at Robby's work so he called me so that I could listen to it. It was so very sweet of him... major hugs for you darling... :) Daddy decided that he was coming out to take care of me tomorrow. You can't tell my father that I'm an adult, you just can't. Not that I'm complaining, at this point I'll take all the coddling I can get. It hurts to move. I am going to try and go back to sleep now









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