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Cynically Beautiful

Can't Express

I can't cry, I just can't.

That scares him.

and it scares me too.

But it is not as if I do not feel anything

I wish I didn't

Then his words wouldn't hurt so much

But I can feel

It Hurts

Breaks

Crushes

And my eyes burn

My chest heaves

I can't breathe

But still there all no tears

I can't make them appear

I wish I could

Maybe then this hurt would go away

Maybe he would understand

That I feel

care

hurt

Maybe when I cry...

he'll believe me.











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